some people are just so selfish? I really hate it when people offer you things and take them right back especially after you bend over backwards for these people and do everything in your power to make them happy for them to just take away any shot you have at happiness it just really makes me sick. I feel like throwing up because I have just been completely betrayed by one of the people that are supposed to never ever betray anyone. I don't even know what to do with this person anymore because they have tried to be abusive towards me not only mentally but physically as well. It really really sucks. This isn't someone I can just write off and not speak to again I am going to be forever tied to this person until the day I die. I just don't get it. To top off that I feel so lonely right now. Like at this moment in my life I feel like I am cleansing ridding my life of people that are no longer healthy for me or who are harmful to my future. There is a point in everyones life where they start to grow up and sadly I think I am the only one out of my group of friends to do so. I wish I could continue to be the doormat because then my phone was ringing off the hook and I always had plans every night of the week but now the calls have slowed down and I am just getting lost in my work. I need to quit writing. Later Sugar! *MUAH*