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An Ode to the Teen Girls Asking the Internet, "Am I Pretty?"

"She's like Carrie Underwood, but not pretty." "What's up with this chick's eyes?" "Who names their kid Kirbie?" It was two and a half years ago when I started my job as POPSUGAR Beauty's video host. And as I read the Internet's first reaction to my on-camera presence, I felt like I was being bullied in middle school. I had always wanted to be on the small screen, so I was so thrilled to start this adventure. But after my first video went up, I went from excited and confident to disappointed and insecure.

Everything I loved about myself — and the parts I didn't — were suddenly being dissected by ruthless, anonymous strangers. They judged me on things that I couldn't change — or perhaps didn't want to change. For instance, I had eye surgery as a child to remedy ptosis, a droopy-lid condition. And my mom spent a long time picking out my name! (Now I know how she felt when at 8 years old I wanted a new one.)

My job is based around being on camera. Whether it's demonstrating how to properly apply foundation, interviewing A-listers like Sofia Vergara, or turning myself into a zombie-fied Taylor Swift, everything I do from 9 to 5 is broadcast for the world to see. Some argue that by putting myself out there, I am subjecting myself to scrutiny. "You ask for it," they say. Celebrities deal with this on a daily basis. In fact, when I posted about Taylor Swift this week, comments included: "I don't like her face," and "Have a friend who had met her and been at a birthday party with her. She said she's a very dull person and very boring. I do like her music though." Is it justified to judge someone after a 10-minute interaction?

That's why when I read about the young girls who are asking people on the Internet "Am I pretty?", it not only broke my heart, but it also scared me. If you search YouTube with the phrase "Am I ugly or pretty?", you'll find videos that have garnered 700,000-plus views with 14,000 comments. The one I watched shows Faye, a middle schooler, who pleaded with the world to tell her, truthfully, if they find her to be ugly or pretty. Most of the comments are jaw dropping, vicious, and degrading.

These girls are in their formative years, a time that can be awkward and emotional. Plus, The Daily Mail reports that one-fifth of girls as young as 12 refuse to leave the house without full makeup. It's no secret that today's youth feels the pressure of society to look beautiful — it's literally painted on their faces.

As someone who receives this type of scrutiny without asking for it, I have to wonder what's appealing about soliciting judgment. And I'm a grown woman! (Beyoncé voice.)

Fact is, we live in a social-media-driven society, and I wouldn't be opposed to putting an age limit on using these platforms. My teenage life existed when Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, and YouTube didn't exist. (Praise be.) Sure, my peers and I had some unfriendly incidents on AIM (AOL Instant Messenger). But I didn't have to deal with the anonymous, malicious commenters, who endure zero consequences. The concept of bullying isn't new, but when I was growing up, there were fewer mediums to do it.

Here's the thing: when you judge someone based on their looks, you're judging them on something that's 100 percent subjective. Beauty means something different to everyone. Yet these young girls are soliciting self-esteem from strangers, which makes them vulnerable targets. They're getting responses from the bored teens; the people who are hurting and want them to feel pain, too; the girls who are jealous and want to "bite back" anonymously; and the Internet trolls who live to bring people down. Even if most comments are positive, negative feedback is often heard louder — especially for teens.

I know some of you are thinking, "Doesn't your job focus on the superficial? Aren't you the one telling us what makeup to wear to look better?" For me, it's not about looking better. It's about feeling good. I love makeup! It's a creative outlet for me to apply a winged eyeliner tip, braid my hair, or paint my nails.

So, girls: Are you pretty? Yes. But don't look to anyone else to tell you that. I snapped out of my funk after realizing that comments from people who don't know me don't matter. Heck, sometimes comments from people who do know me don't matter. You have to trust yourself, have confidence, and know that you aren't what other people make of you.

It also helps to think about those who motivate you. Because I'm in the entertainment industry, I channel some of the most polarizing women in the business: Oprah Winfrey, Ellen DeGeneres, Beyoncé, Katy Perry, Taylor Swift. Those last three are the top recording artists in the world with legions of fans, yet they also receive the most criticism. And they're women who are successful by most standards, and, if you want to boil down to it, pretty. (At least, they are in my eyes!) Take a gander at their YouTube pages, and you'll see how many haters comment on their videos. (Yes, I just used "haters" for the first time since 2002.)

If I can offer you anything, it would be this: Don't put yourself through this torture. Don't look to other people to validate how you feel about yourself. And in the words of my new favorite song of the moment (and because three references is a charm), shake it off.

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Oilers14990498 Oilers14990498 1 year

I'd like to know where the parents are in all this. I don't have a kid yet, so yeah, I don't know exactly how I will handle it when the time comes... but when I was 13 and we got the internet, my parents gave me a lecture on what was appropriate and not appropriate to put online. I know you can't monitor your kid 24/7, but come on... THOUSANDS of "am I pretty or not?" videos? Why are all these girls allowed to be online unsupervised, and why do they think it's ok to post this sort of thing? I think a lot more open conversations need to happen with parents and teenagers these days. I think it's normal to wonder if you're pretty or not, and to even ask people about it... but to post a video of yourself online asking it is sad and asking for trouble. Sadly a lot of young girls probably don't realize the consequences of what they're doing. I think many parents worry about being their child's friend vs. being an actual parent. If you instill a strong sense of self in your child and let them know that over-sharing on the internet is a bad idea for reasons X, Y, Z (and make it easy for them to understand), chances are fewer girls would post videos like this. As far as celebrities go, I do think that is a little different than a random teenager who is not used to fame going online and asking for validation.

CNJ CNJ 1 year

I think being comfortable with yourself just comes with age (well I hope so). I would be upset if my daughter did something like this but I don't think this is a cause for concern because the girls do it on youtube. It should have always been a cause for concern because women and girls have always wondered this. We're always made to feel like we don't know anything about ourselves and we need others to tells us what's right or wrong for us. This is how women are raised. We need to change that. We need to change how women feel about themselves. People will judge no matter how you feel about yourself so why even worry about the judgement? Worry about how you judge yourself.

JackieKnable JackieKnable 1 year

Look, until she's comfortable with herself, every girl is going to ask "am I pretty?" of everyone, whether she actually says it out loud or not. She judges herself as well as everyone's reactions to her in every aspect of her life. This doesn't mean to me that she's subjecting herself to undue scrutiny by asking out loud on the internet, but possibly rather that she may simply not be able to interpret the reactions of others and prefers to take the mystery of interpretation out if it. Believe me, I'd rather she not need this validation, but in the event that she simply isn't to the point yet where she no longer does, does it matter which medium she pursues it through?

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