Every Feeling You Felt While Watching The Fault in Our Stars

If you're like us, you spent two hours of your weekend violently sobbing while watching The Fault in Our Stars. Of course, we already knew it was coming. Based on the book and the heart-wrenching trailer, we should have been prepared for the storm of tears. But the truth is, nothing could fully prepare us for all of those sob-inducing moments. Nothing. That's why we've captured the emotional roller coaster of TFIOS using every ugly-crying GIF we could get our hands on. Keep scrolling to experience the journey all over again. Source: Universal Pictures; Front Page

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At first you're like, "Oh, this isn't so bad!"
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At first you're like, "Oh, this isn't so bad!"

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But then, 15 minutes in, you look over at your friend, and . . .
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But then, 15 minutes in, you look over at your friend, and . . .

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Then you start crying too.
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Then you start crying too.

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"No. I can do this. I can be strong."
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"No. I can do this. I can be strong."

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"Nope, just kidding. Can't do this."
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"Nope, just kidding. Can't do this."

Source: BBC

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"Did Hazel's mom just say she wouldn't be a mom anymore?"
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"Did Hazel's mom just say she wouldn't be a mom anymore?"

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"Can't believe Hazel just called herself a grenade."
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"Can't believe Hazel just called herself a grenade."

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And then Hazel's mom says they can't afford a trip to Amsterdam.
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And then Hazel's mom says they can't afford a trip to Amsterdam.

The look on Hazel's mom's face, though. Heartbreaking.

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"Why did I wear makeup today? What was I even thinking?"
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"Why did I wear makeup today? What was I even thinking?"

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"They're going to Amsterdam! Oh, nope. No, they're not. Hazel's relapsing."
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"They're going to Amsterdam! Oh, nope. No, they're not. Hazel's relapsing."

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"Gus, please don't make that face. Please. PLEASE."
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"Gus, please don't make that face. Please. PLEASE."

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Then Gus tells Hazel he loves her, and you're like . . .
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Then Gus tells Hazel he loves her, and you're like . . .

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And then Gus tells Hazel his cancer's back.
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And then Gus tells Hazel his cancer's back.

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Especially when he says he lit up like a Christmas tree.
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Especially when he says he lit up like a Christmas tree.

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"How is the movie only like halfway over? HOW?"
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"How is the movie only like halfway over? HOW?"

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And then Hazel finds Gus at the gas station, and he's a mess, and she's a mess, and you're a mess, and it's just . . .
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And then Hazel finds Gus at the gas station, and he's a mess, and she's a mess, and you're a mess, and it's just . . .

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And then Gus's mom won't even let Hazel see him.
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And then Gus's mom won't even let Hazel see him.

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"Good thing I brought like 19 packs of tissues."
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"Good thing I brought like 19 packs of tissues."

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"Oh, no. Here they come. More tears."
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"Oh, no. Here they come. More tears."

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By the time Hazel reads Gus her eulogy, it's too much to bear.
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By the time Hazel reads Gus her eulogy, it's too much to bear.

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"Note to self: 19 packs of tissues is not enough."
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"Note to self: 19 packs of tissues is not enough."

Source: BBC

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Meanwhile, you're convulsing with sobs, and your friends are like, "Are you OK?"
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Meanwhile, you're convulsing with sobs, and your friends are like, "Are you OK?"

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The worst is when the phone rings in the middle of the night and Hazel knows, and YOU know.
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The worst is when the phone rings in the middle of the night and Hazel knows, and YOU know.

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And then Hazel talks about how she's a fighter because she once called a 10 on the pain scale a 9.
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And then Hazel talks about how she's a fighter because she once called a 10 on the pain scale a 9.

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And just when you accept Gus's fate, just when you think it's almost over, it's not.
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And just when you accept Gus's fate, just when you think it's almost over, it's not.

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Because that's when Hazel reads the letter Gus sent to Van Houten.
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Because that's when Hazel reads the letter Gus sent to Van Houten.

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And then you have to look at more scenes with Gus. More heartbreaking scenes that you haven't even seen yet.
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And then you have to look at more scenes with Gus. More heartbreaking scenes that you haven't even seen yet.

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And Hazel says "OK" one last time, and you realize the lights are coming on soon.
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And Hazel says "OK" one last time, and you realize the lights are coming on soon.

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And then it finally ends, and it's totally beautiful, and you're exhausted and accepting the fact that you'll never be the same.
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And then it finally ends, and it's totally beautiful, and you're exhausted and accepting the fact that you'll never be the same.

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And you want to remember these feelings forever. Because they were real. And raw.
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And you want to remember these feelings forever. Because they were real. And raw.