A good example to give is this one that's happening right now. I'm on the phone with him, and I'm so happy that I'm talking to him as we've just come back from a holiday and I've become closer to him. I haven't spoken to him all day. But once he starts talking about how his day went and how nice today was, it just makes me have this bad feeling.
I've been having trouble trusting him since I found out about this girl he was flirting with through text and also he recently lied to me as a result of me getting anxious when he goes out to parties and such. I really want to stop feeling like this, it's almost like I want him to say he's been thinking about me, it's like I want him to be the center of my universe.
I really feel like I'm being so clingy and needy and insecure and that I have low self esteem. I feel like I'm going mad. I need to be the girl I was before. So confident in my relationship and myself. I know he loves me, he's always broke but took me on a 5 day getaway to Barcelona, he has my name tattooed on his skin and he's never been such a liar or hid things from me until I started being so . . . jealous and just clingy I guess.
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