There is this guy back in high school that my best friend and I used to like and he was also her first kiss. My best friend and I had many issues over him and we eventually decided to leave him in the past and stop speaking to him.
Four years later and I hear that he's contacted and they're speaking again on a chat service. She told me this. I don't how to handle it or feel about it because I still do have feelings for him. What also hurts is that he never, in these four years made an effort to contact me, like he has done with her. And now I just don't know how to handle this. She's my best friend and I love her, and yes, their friendship is purely platonic because he already has a girlfriend, but them talking still gets under my skin.
I have to try really hard to be normal with my best friend, and talking about it to her isn't really an option as we already had this discussion and I told her I'll find a way to get over it. But it's not really working. How can I handle this situation? Please help me, it's eating me up inside.