I have been with my husband since five years married for four of those. I've been on birth control since we got together. Two months ago he told me I can stop to start a family, found out on the 12th of September I was pregnant, yay, or so I thought. When I told him he did not act happy or anything. I have not had sex with my husband since I found out.
Two weeks later his mom called him and told him that she was divorcing his dad. Last Thursday I found out I lost the baby; again, no comment from him. He said, "I have to worry about my mom, I can't worry about you right now." Last night he told me he wanted me back on birth control. He did not say if he wanted to try again or not, he just said I want you back on them.
He loves me, I think; these days I can't tell. We almost got divorced back in January, but he did not go through with it. I don't know if I he loves me anymore; he don't show it, and I don't know if I still love him. I tried to talk to him about this, but he won't talk or he just says, "I do love you." I don't know what I should do.