I'm 22 years old, in college, and experiencing more this year than I ever have in my lifetime. Don't get me wrong, I'm not whoring around . . . necessarily. I went from being in a 6-year monogamous relationship that ended last year to sleeping with a guy with a pregnant girlfriend. Don't get me wrong, he's the only other guy I've slept with, but either way . . . she is pregnant with his second child!
I've known this other guy for 10 years now, so it's not some random guy. I've always had feelings for him, and he was always in the back of my mind. The thing is, I'm not sure if it's my frustration of feeling alone, or just me being rebellious, but I know I'm not exactly doing the right thing. He really makes me feel special, and I just came back into his life since he had his first kid, and he tells me how he would have married me if I came back sooner.
My question is: am I just being a homewrecker, or does anyone think it's just me really wanting to be with who I've always wanted to be with? It's OK to be blunt!