Hi, my name is Amber, and I'm 21. I've been in a great relationship with my boyfriend for 2 years now. I recently got a new job, and I work with a lot of guys my age.
Several of the guys are into me, which I have no problem brushing off. Although I do enjoy the attention, as ever since I've been in this relationship, I've lost all my guy friends. (My boyfriend is very insecure.) There is this one guy who I work with though that I can't help but have a huge crush on. He's SO cute I can't even stand it, and I can't help but flirt with him. I would never cheat on my boyfriend though.
Anyways, ever since I got this job, I feel like I've lost interest in my boyfriend. I never want to have sex. I don't listen to him. Sometimes, it annoys me when he complains, and I can be kind of mean to him. I just feel like I don't care about him as much anymore. I also feel like I'm being smothered; I can't even add a guy on Facebook without him flipping out.
This is a guy I could see myself marrying, so it saddens me that I'm suddenly losing interest in him. But then again, I'm so young, and I want to be wild again before I'm locked down for the rest of my life. What can I do? Or does this mean it's just not meant to be? I don't really have any friends, so I'd be pretty much alone if we broke up, which I'm willing to face if need be. I'm just so confused.