I have been married for eight years and have been cheating on my husband for seven of them. I am 25, and he is 37. We have children together. My rendezvous started out as kissing one of our mutual friends, and has escalated all the way to going to sex websites to find people and sleeping with other married people.
I have cheated "all the way" with four people, two of them being female. I have gone as far as to have a three way with one of my girlfriends and her husband. What's really sick about that one is that they were both in my wedding. I have recently gotten a married man to leave his wife to be with me, but then I backed out at the last minute . . . They got divorced because of it.
I am constantly fantasizing about other people and crazy sexual situations. My husband and I do not have sex anymore. He is not able to "perform," and when he does, it is usually less than a minute. We focus on the kids and regular family things. I have told him that he and I are emotionally detached, but neither one of us knows what to do about it. I sometimes enjoy having this freaky, sexual secret life . . . But I worry that I am going to end up hurting my children. I want to stop and be the wife that I'm supposed to be, but I would also like to get f*cked at least once a week. I am 25, not 75. What do I do?
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