I had an affair with my best friend's father who was 24 years older than me (he was 47 and I was 23). He was going through a separation with his wife, who also happened to be my friend's step mother. At the time, he was sad, vulnerable, handsome, and VERY persuasive.
I found myself feeling sorry for him and one thing lead to another when my friend left for work one morning after I had spent the night at her house. He was the first guy that I have ever been with that was significantly older than me and the sex was fantastic.
The problem now is that I find myself dreaming about sleeping with him again all of the time. The one time steamy affair happened well over a year ago, yet I have still never breathed a word of it to my friend.
I did however, run into her father at the grocery store the other day and now it seems like I have to constantly keep myself occupied so that I don't break down and call him. I feel so guilty about this, because I am lying to my friend ... but should I feel guilty about craving the best sex of my life?
He is now divorced and single, and I am single too. I know that my friend would feel both disgusted and feel betrayed. However, I must confess that I did it once and if given the chance to do it again, I'd jump on him in a heartbeat!
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