I recently started a great job at an office firm about 3 weeks ago. I'm still in "training mode" so I am still quite self conscious about any mistakes that I have made. One day, while working at the front desk, a blonde buxom girl came walking in with her resume, and asked me flat out if they were hiring for my position. Not knowing the answer to that question, I asked one of my coworkers, and they proceeded to tell her that they would keep her resume on file, "just in case there were any openings." So I went into my boss' office (he's on vacation) and put the resume on his desk.
That night, I couldn't stop thinking about the resume. I kept on thinking
that my boss would look at her resume and think that she is better
suited for the job than I am. I had heard that the position I have has a
high turnover rate at this firm, but I had also heard from coworkers that
my boss planned on keeping me on board for a long time. I don't know if they were lying to me or not, but I was still uneasy about the resume.
So the next morning, I slipped into my boss's office and took the resume off his desk. I folded it up, put it in my purse and took it home. Once I got home, I threw it in the trash. I know what I did was wrong, but I got so caught up in my own jealousy that I became intimidated by the woman I don't even know. Am I forgiven?