MY FRAME OF MIND NOW: Loving a celebrity is useless. They're too rich and move constantly far away to be reached. They can't hear you. You're too stuck in your world. Hugging a tree is as good as loving a celebrity. Can't take it seriously. They're too good to be true. This celebrity--oh I loved you. But you might as well been born another time. Our paths will never meet. It's just as if you're dead to me. You're only alive in movies. After that the theater is dark...so cold. You're not there at all. Only a figment of my imagination. It's kind of crazy to think of ever meeting a celebrity. A shining star that will die as soon as you're there. Watch a movie that's as good as it gets. You're stuck in your world and they hold on to theirs. Hugging a tree is as good as loving a celebrity.