I'm a little bit baffled by a MySpace post that Courtney Love put up yesterday. In the stream-of-consciousness missive, she says she hates having had lip enhancement: "I just want the mouth God gave me back; it was perfectly cute, and I had nice big lips." She talks about her plans to see a doctor in Paris who's "not a cosmetic surgeon, he just fixes bad surgery."

Reading all of this made me feel bad for Courtney. She seems to realize her cosmetic surgery has been pretty, um, obvious, but maybe she's on her way to embracing a more natural look. Then again, she's doing so by going to see another surgeon, so who knows. Do you think she's gone too far and realizes it?

To read her note (I'll warn you, it's nearly free of punctuation and a little hard to follow),

my mouth still looks wonky, i think i gott go back to paris tot he dr, hes nit a cosmetic surgeon he just fixes bad surgery and also cleft palates and serious shit its nbot really vanity hes conservtive, wich we like, and this really isnt znyones business but im hating that id di that to my mouth back in the day and he didnt really take out enough the first time around i just wnt the mouth god gave me back, it was perfectly cute. and i had nice big lips as Gwyneth says when i was "Out Sick" ( genius phrase) of my dark years id id some damage and i have to restore myself to not looking ridiculous, idont care if im prettty or ugly or jo de lie wich is what i apretty much am ( french for ugly pretty- theres no english word fo rit and im sure im nots pelling it right) anyway so imay dissapear for a minute here, i know iknow i tell on myself, im either stuck wearing nude lipstick forever or i can wear my 70 dollar Kevyn Red, wich is sold harldy anywhere and i stillcant believe the lovely mr Aucoin passed away actually, he was so full of life and i still remember everything about him.

By the way, I tried to find this $70 "Kevyn Red" and came up empty-handed. Kevyn Aucoin Beauty does have some beautiful red lipsticks, but none come close to $70. Anybody have an idea what Courtney might be referring to?