It's been two years since Paul Walker passed away [1], but it seems as though Michelle Rodriguez is still struggling with his tragic death. In a new documentary titled The Reality of Truth, the actress opened up about losing her friend [2], saying, "I have to say, you know, when I lost Paul, I went through about a year of just being an animal. Like, what could I do, physically, to just get my mind off of existentialism? Get my mind off of how transient life is and how we come here and can just disappear at any moment. How could I get my mind off that?"

She then admitted to using a psychedelic plant called Ayahuasca to help her cope, adding, "I did everything I could possibly do to hide from myself and I'll tell you that my Ayahuasca trip made me sad that he left me here. It wasn't a sadness that he's gone, it's more like a jealousy that he's there first."

In a previous interview with Entertainment Weekly, Michelle revealed she went "crazy" [3] following Paul's death in November 2013. Since then, she has openly talked about continuing on [4] without him, and even accompanied Vin Diesel on stage [5]when he paid tribute to Paul at the Hollywood Film Awards last year.