Back of LL Speaks Out About Being "So Alone" Without Samantha Lindsay Lohan had her sister Ali by her side for some jewelry shopping in LA yesterday. Retail therapy might not be the best option for LL at the moment, considering the state of her bank account is just one of many claims that landed her a dramatic and desperate Us Weekly cover. Lindsay responded to her difficult week by granting an exclusive, tear-filled interview to the magazine, in which she describes the Ronson party incident as "the worst night of my life," saying she felt like she "was in Mean Girls" when Nicole Richie walked by her and said "Uck." Lindsay also admits "it's absolute hell" and she feels "so alone" without Sam, though she laughed off rumors that she is suicidal. The whole article sounds like it will be an eye-opening and heartbreaking look into Lindsay's life these days. At least one bright spot among more stories of her instability is that Samantha is not filing the restraining order. View 5 Photos › Photo 1 Photo 2 Photo 3 Photo 4 Photo 5 Source Comments ponyluv 8 years jaan_black - thanks! it's my niece. haha. i'm with you on the nail salon idea. hilarious!! mod16 8 years what the F is she wearing? FshLover09 8 years I liked her until she started with the drugs and out of control partying and not to mention that she looks like she has not eaten in months!! Have you seen her Fornarina commercial??! she looks like a twig. You Tube it. karen-zoo 8 years I'm glad she laughed off the rumours about her being suicidal ... I truly hope she isn't! It sucks how she feels so alone. I bet she's been feeling that ever since she got big in the business. Shivalicious 8 years even though she is no good at all do you know that those comments can push someone weak like her commit suicide...i mean common shes not that good but some people are being really mean :( hevin 8 years HOW DID SHE BECOME SUCH A LOOSER WITH ALL HER ACTING SUCCESS!! MAYBE ALL THE DRUGS. totygoliguez 8 years She should start by leaving LA and going to somewhere where their is no paparazzi, second avoid all the partying she has being doing lately, she should be with her support system meaning her family, and go away for a while that's what she needs to do to safe herself and career. jaan_black 8 years Ponyluv, that pic is precious lol....anywho, she's a turkey and needs to get a grip...at this point, I don't even care how it all comes together for her, if it ever does...just go back to Long Island and open a nail salon - bam, problem solved ponyluv 8 years probably took nicole a lot of restraint to just say "uck". seeing how lindsay was probably behaving that night, i'm sure it would illicit more than just an "uck" from me. i had a strong feeling years ago that lindsay would become a mess, but not in my wildest dreams did i expect her to spin this much out of control. wow. spunkyk77 8 years i cant believe she printed that story! i still like her but not sure why?! Louie 8 years She could start by washing her hair a bit more frequently. Part of me feels sorry for her because of her parents being complete eff-heads and not really being a stabilising influence on her life; another part of me wants to slap her til she comes to her senses. I think about Mickey Rourke and how he was at the bottom of the pit for so many years, a few years away from the spotlight and he gets nominated for an Oscar. Linds needs to follow his lead. daise 8 years LOL at nygurl's comment! So true! But it's so true that she is only doing all this for attention and desperately needs help! Ratting out celebrities? Sounds desperate if you ask me....... Fellora 8 years I've never really cared for her...but she threw her own career down the drain by being a fame whore. babylove1019 8 years I done with the Lindsay Lohan drama... dm8bri 8 years I almost want to feel sorry for her, but she just makes everything worse for herself. She needs to eradicate the enablers in her life and get some help away from the spotlight. nygurl 8 years pretty bad if a former smack head (richie) "ucks" you for being a mess. lindsay, do yourself a favor - stop talking to the press and get yourself checked into rehab. jdmxrain 8 years You'd think she'd leave all the madness of L.A. to relax and be private somewhere else. No one forces her to be in L.A. and to be surrounded by photographers. She still looks like she does drugs. If she quit being in the tabloids then maybe someone would take her acting career seriously. tiabia 8 years I'm not too quick to believe her call outs towards Richie and de Matteo care0531 8 years They both need to just go away already! Martini-Rossi 8 years whatever, every year theres theres a different drama with her. Im soooo over it. She needs to get her crap together. Obivous to me that shes still drinking and doing drugs! And FYI if she looked in a mirror recently she is totally "uck!" allyell 8 years This is all so heartbreaking. She has so much talent (in my opinion!) as an actress, and she's just flushing it down the drain. She needs to stay far away from SamRo, not that any of her other relationships were all that great. But she's really off the deep end these days, and Ronson looks like she's totally unhinged herself. clarabelle98 8 years INTRODUCING! --- The New Britney! Now that Britney is no longer going off the deep end, news has gotten quiet. Lindsay sees this as an opportunity to be the new "crazy celebrity" The only problem is, when it comes time for her comeback, people are going to say "Lindsay who?" because she didn't have that spectacular of a career BEFORE her meltdown. It's coming folks, you watch! jenwils 8 years Two words: wack. job. ElenaEv 8 years Break up are always difficult. tototee 8 years not buying this "poor me" at all. She must of done something pretty nasty to have Sam and her family and friends turn on her.