Of all the far-fetched things to believe about Emmy-winning actress [1] and earthbound goddess Viola Davis, the thought of her classifying herself as a "loser" is definitely high up on the list. Still, the How to Get Away With Murder star told Stephen Colbert [2] on The Late Show on Wednesday night that despite her historic success, an embarrassing (but pretty adorable) childhood memory of losing a beauty pageant keeps her from feeling 100 percent. "In my brain, I always feel like a loser. So when I win something, I'm like, 'This is great!'" At least we can take solace in the fact that Viola has the cutest number-one fan [3] in history. Watch the video to see more of her chat with Stephen!