The good news is that Sarah Drew does not die in the 14th season of Grey's Anatomy [1]. The bad news? She's still leaving after the season 14 finale [2]. In the time since we heard the news of April's departure (and Arizona's!) [3], we've just been trying to keep it together. Suffice it to say, all that went out the window when Sarah Drew started sharing those goodbye posts on Instagram [4]. There's nothing left to do but pay tribute to such a special character. Join us as we openly weep and remember a few highlights about our love for April Kepner.

When She's Ready to Explode but Stays Calm Like a PROFESSIONAL

When She Gives That Mischievous Look Like She's Up to Something

When She's Not Afraid to Push Jackson's Buttons

When She's Like, "Um, 'Scuse?"

And When She's Like, "Um, 'SCUSE?"

When She's Late to the Game and Ready to Gouge Out an Eye or Two

When She Literally Cannot Care Less, Not Even If You Paid Her or Something

When She's Ready to Punch a Hater Right in the Face

. . . and Then She DOES

When She Eats Her Feelings

When She Says Exactly What She's Thinking

When She Supports Herself in a Way No One Else Will

When She Needs All the Steamy Details IMMEDIATELY

When She's Just a Tipsy Mess Who Will Literally Say Anything That Comes to Mind

Every Time She Makes a Hilarious, Telling Face Like This One . . .

. . . and This One . . .

. . . and This One Too

When She Gives Us All the Smiles and All the Giggles and All the Cinematic Rainy Realness

And Finally, When She and Jackson Give Us a Love Story For the Ages, Which We'll Never Get Over