The fifth season of The Walking Dead [1] has been jam-packed with suspense, heart-wrenching moments, and a lot of dashed hope. And the craziest part is that the season isn't even halfway over. Since the premiere, we've seen how Rick and the gang dealt with the Terminus people [2], the truth about what happened to Beth [3], and, of course, the devastating midseason finale [4]. We've felt so many feelings, so keep reading to relive them all.

When the Terminus Guys Put Everyone on the Trough and Start Bashing Heads and Slitting Throats

When Carol Blows Up the Gas Tank in Terminus and Everything Descends Into Chaos

When You Find Out the Terminus People Are Probably Going to Eat Rick and the Gang

When Gareth Takes a Bite Out of Bob's Cooked Leg

When the Terminus Crew Infiltrates the Church

Then Rick and His Crew Come to the Rescue and Start Killing All the Terminus People

When We Find Out Where Beth's Been After All This Time

When Beth and Noah Escape and Beth Starts Killing Zombies Like a Boss

When They Force Beth to Help Amputate That Poor Girl's Arm

When They Tell Beth They Saved Her but Then Say, "You Owe Us"

When You Find Out Eugene Sabotaged the Church Bus

And Then You Find Out He Lied About Being a Scientist

When Daryl and Carol Drive the Van Off the Bridge

When Carol Gets Hit by a Car and Kidnapped

When Noah Says the Hospital People Have Guns and People and Daryl's Like, "So Do We"

Whenever Carl Says Pretty Much Anything

When Daryl Rips a Walker's Head Off and Hits His Attacker With It

When the Hostage Knocks Sasha Out and Runs Away

When Dawn and Beth Throw That Officer Down the Elevator Shaft

When Gabriel Accidentally Leads a Huge Horde of Walkers to the Church

When Rick Prepares to Negotiate, and His Group's on Sniper Duty

When Everyone's in a Really Small Hallway, Getting Ready to Trade

When Beth Stabs Dawn, and Dawn Shoots Beth, and Daryl Shoots Dawn

When Maggie Gets to the Hospital and Realizes Beth's Gone