Me and my boyfriend have been dating for two years and we love each other so much. The problem is with me — I want to have sex with my boyfriend but I can't tell him about that. We do make out often, but still I want to have sex with him. He says that he won't have sex with me unless we get married. We both live in a country where sex before marriage is not seen in good ways, but still, nowadays it seems no one to cares about this prejudice. His decision was OK with me, but it has been happening with me since last month. The thing is that I am so excited about having sex with him that I can't describe because I love him so much and I really want him to do it.
On the other hand, besides having this desire a thought just eating my mind that why am I so eager to have sex? Is this wrong? I mean I don't know what to do with this situation. Whenever he kisses me now days I get horny and get crazy about him. Sometimes I think that we all need sex in our life and I am acting the same way like everyone does but still can't tell him about it. What should I do in this situation? Please, any suggestions?