After Suffering a Miscarriage, 1 Reality Star Got Real in an Emotional Hospital Room Video

By Perri Konecky

Published on 1/24/2017 at 11:33 AM

First, thank you to everyone that sent their congrats as well as condolences🙏🏽 This was a hard time for me & my husband & we thought long and hard before deciding to share this part of our lives with you all. I was totally against it but in a fit of crying @papoosepapoose said " you are not the only one going thru this , we will get thru it" ...made me realize how many women like myself experience the same thing and don't have a strong partner by their side to say it will be alright. So I'm here to tell anyone going thru a similar situation that it is not over and God has the last say so Thank you to the staff at the hospital I was in; you all were super nice & respectful and did everything to ensure I was comfortable. And to Dr. Razmzan , who came to perform my surgery at 5am, who tried his best to leave me scarless and succeeded, who eased any fears I had- THANK YOU, & don't retire yet cuz once we find the right in vitro dr you have to deliver my babies 😘#BlackLove #RemyMa #MeetTheMackies

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After suffering a miscarriage, rapper-turned-reality star Remy Ma is opening up about the emotional roller coaster of her pregnancy with a heartbreaking video from her hospital bed. The 36-year-old Love & Hip Hop star recently took to Instagram to share her story and let other moms know they are not alone.

"I bought a pregnancy journal, I started filling it out," she said in the video, shaking her head. "I never for one second thought that it would end like this with me in the hospital, with stitches in my stomach, and no baby. I figured out the due date, I was thinking of names, planning a nursery."

Although some may be wondering why she would choose to expose herself during such an emotional time in the hospital, Remy explained that her husband, fellow rapper Papoose, encouraged her to share her story for the other women who have experienced the same pain.

"[He] made me realize how many women like myself experience the same thing and don't have a partner by their side to say it will be alright," she wrote. "So I'm here to tell anyone going through a similar situation that it is not over."

Miscarriage is a topic that celebrities and reality stars don't often talk about, but Remy is spreading her message that just because you've suffered a miscarriage, doesn't mean that you have to give up on your dreams of starting a family.