Kerry Washington Reveals the 1 Way Playing Olivia Pope Has Made Her Life Worse

Kerry Washington is one of Hollywood's most private celebrities, but that's never stopped her from speaking out on important issues. While chatting with Paola Mendoza, the artistic director of the Women's March, for Glamour's May cover story, the actress was forthright about how Americans need to "stay awake" amid a government hell-bent on banning Muslims and taking away a woman's right to choose (the ever-growing list of offenses goes on, and on, and on . . . ). The Scandal star and mother of two also touches on how playing Olivia Pope has irrevocably changed her life, and not entirely for the better.

On how Olivia Pope changed her life: "It's impossible to say that Olivia Pope hasn't been one of the most transformative roles for me. I've never played a character for this long. Olivia Pope also took my anonymity away. Before, I was a character actor: Nobody really knew that the girl from Save the Last Dance was the same girl from The Last King of Scotland. So I could show up and be a person in the public eye when it was useful, then dip out and have my life. Olivia Pope has really changed that."

On how long she'll stay on Scandal: "It's not really up to me. It's up to Shonda [Rhimes] and to the network. Shonda has said from the beginning that she kind of knows how it ends. So I'm trusting her to guide the arc. It's also important for me to do other work — and playing Olivia gave me the opportunity to become a producer. The charge of my production company, Simpson Street, is to tell stories that are about people, places, and situations that may not always be considered by the mainstream. Inclusivity is not about, you know, creating a world where straight white men have no voice; it's about creating a world where we all have a voice. So I'm excited to start that new journey, as a producer."

On the deft way Scandal handles race: "In the first season it was as if Olivia Pope was raceless. There was no denying that Olivia was a black woman, because I'm a black woman, playing her in badass white trench coats that call to attention the fact that I'm not looking like anybody else on television. But we didn't talk about her identity as a black person. [Since then] the writers have become more and more willing to deal with race. When Olivia was kidnapped, it was not lost on me that the fictional president of the United States was willing to go to war to save one black woman at a time when hundreds of black women were missing in Nigeria and we were begging the world to pay attention. Shonda was saying, 'The life of a black woman matters.' With her dad — he is trying to instill in her this generational learning about what it means to be a person of color in the United States. And Olivia is at odds with balancing the truth of his understanding with her ability to achieve things he was never able to."

On the way America's political climate is affecting her: "I'm not sure how it's changing me yet. That idea of holding each others' hands at the Women's March — it feels like we are being invited to do that every day. So many of us are feeling attacked, whether it's a woman's right to choose or headstones in a Jewish cemetery, immigrants being deported or banned. So many of us feel the need to protect and defend our democracy. And march toward the dream of being 'We the people.' So that's exciting, scary, and frustrating. We're awake. We are awake more than ever before, and we have to stay awake . . . Can I say one more thing? For democracy to work, everybody has to have a voice. It's not about demonizing other voices. It's important that there be real conversations across the aisle. There are people on the opposite end of the political spectrum who think that I'm part of a left-wing propaganda machine. It makes me sad that people would think that, because I believe for democracy to work, there has to be diversity of thought."

On how she remains so positive: "My deepest desire is to create a world where there's room for all of us, where no matter who you are, you get to wake up in the morning and know that you are worthwhile and deserving. If that's the world I want to live in, I have to do the work to make that true for me. I have to do the work of self-love and affirmation, and say, 'I am a woman, I am a person of color, I am the granddaughter of immigrants, I am also the descendant of slaves, I am a mother, I am an entrepreneur, I am an artist, and I'm joyful.' And maybe in seeing my joy, you can finish your sentence with, 'And I am joyful too.'"