The Baby Maker

The Baby Maker (A.K.A Jorge Rivera) Ah.......Jorge the tall muscular buff former high school football player, cute, funny and charming guy with a kick of violence. This guy was really my type as far as body structure lol he was he really tall i had to look straight up just to look at him (giggles) its not my preference, but it is a real turn on for me in my opinion, and when I hugged him I felt like I hugged the truck of a big tree he was built very nice! He reminded me of the Hulk or Gaston from Beauty and the Beast lol seriously he was a big guy...uh hum!! yea, but unfortunately his personality didn't match his looks....

     We dated for a year and a half I believe it was right after my ex Johnny one of the guys I cheated on him with (NO I never was sexually intamate with anyone when I say cheated) I just kissed other guys. We were great together and I loved having him near me I met him a this bar/club called Kellys pool hall. He would always spend the night at my house, so one night about 330am or so he leaves because he starts work at 5am or so what he told me. So at 3:30am I get a phone call from this girl saying that Jorge is her boyfriend and she's 7 months pregnant!! and she followed him to my house and saw him leave this was about  10 months into our relationship. Most girls whould of socked him or busted him car window for what he did. Not me I stayed! YUP I stayed! Can you believe it!! LOL OMG I am a stupid STUPID girl very stupid, and blind to the fullest. But my intentions were not to think that something was going to come out of this again just like Johnny I wanted him to feel what I did, so my intentions were to hurt him like he hurt me. So I stayed with him and at the same time I was seeing other guys talking to other guys, because I didnt trust him anymore. He told me that the girl who came to my house was not his girlfriend and she was just a one night stand and she got pregnant nd never left him alone. BS right?! yeah.....I know. I'm not going to lie i was "in love" with this guy before all this drama happened. He would do things i always wanted a guy to do for me. He took care of me gave me anything I needed and a LOT of love that woman crave fore and need from their significant ofer he would buy me expensive roses all the time he surprised me with tickets to go see my favorite rock band he would take me out all the time wined and dinned me took me with him most of the time to his friends house etc. just everything you would want your man to do he did with me. He did so much stuff with me that I can honestly say that I wouldn't have guessed at all!! Not for one second would I have even thought he had time to be with someone else I mean wow! He was SLICK because he was with me ALL the time! I seen him mostly every day their was nothing I can say that made me think he was messing around this guy was good he was very slick.

I was very hurt really really hurt again you know......its like WTF! you know?! it hurt more becasue he did so much for me I felt for once like I was the one on a pedistal instead of the other way around. I am usually the giver in the relationship I always give my all meaning all my effort to make my boyfriend 100% happy no matter what it took ....thats just who I am. I stayed with him untill I just couldn't I did cheat on him and yes he found out as well LOL an eye for an eye is what i would always do. You treat me nice I'll treat you nice you  be an A** hole I'l be the biggest B****! Did it ever get me anywhere NOPE! no where at all.... Did I gain anythning from it? Yes, to me I didnt deserve those kinds of treatments I wouldn't "bite" until you would bite first and if you  bite me I would make sure I injected poision in you..... because I know that I am a very good woman and for someone to just do that I took it really really bad...my pain goes somewhere I don't even know of, because it goes down that deep...

So I went on a trip with my girls to San Francisco in March of 2007 for four days I never told Jorge that I went I just got up and left for a mini vacation I needed it to breathe with all the hurt i had I just needed a breather and time away to think to clear my head so to say. He would blow up my phone and I never answered it he was drunk when he would call and when he would drink it was like a demon just took over his body he was very violent and socked holes in the walls and want to fight whoever who was in his way. Anyway when I came back I dumped him, and the very next day I wen to church on a Wednesday night and I gave myself to the LORD.

Jorge was a HUGE mistake and a total waste of my time! No one's fault but mine... a mistake made was a lesson learned.