15 Kardashian GIFs That Perfectly Express My Emotions About the Kylie Lip Kit

I am a true, dedicated fan of the Kardashian women. Really! I was one of the first to try plumping my lips like Kylie and have been using her favorite MAC lipsticks ever since to get a Jenner-like pout. You can imagine, then, that it has been especially devastating to me that I have not been able to get my claws on one of the young star's lip kits.

In case you haven't heard (and excuse me, but how have you not?), the three lipstick and pencil duos have sold out within mere minutes — twice. Both times I have tried to purchase them and have failed. Seeing all the gorgeous girls who did snap up a set made this even more upsetting.

I'm finally coming to terms with the fact that I won't be wearing a Kylie Jenner-approved lip color to my holiday parties this year, but getting to this level of acceptance wasn't an easy process. If you're a true KJ fan, you're likely going through some of the same struggles. Read on for a journey through every feeling I've had so far, as told by Kim, Khloé, and the rest of the krew.

A few days before the launch, you wake up to discover Instagram is freaking out.
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A few days before the launch, you wake up to discover Instagram is freaking out.

WTF is going on? It is way too early for this level of chatter.

Then you realize that it is all in the name of Lip Kit by Kylie.
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Then you realize that it is all in the name of Lip Kit by Kylie.

How am I supposed to deal with such a short amount of notice? I haven't started to understand my feelings on this yet.

After taking some time to collect your emotions . . .
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After taking some time to collect your emotions . . .

Will these products be good? Do I really need more mauve lipsticks?

. . . you realize you need them all.
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. . . you realize you need them all.

SHUT UP AND TAKE MY MONEY.

Immediately after the products debut, they are sold out.
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Immediately after the products debut, they are sold out.

Literally. In 60 seconds. Are you kidding me?

You wonder what Kylie is feeling during all this.
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You wonder what Kylie is feeling during all this.

Probably an immense amount of satisfaction.

The rage starts to set in.
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The rage starts to set in.

You start contacting anyone and everyone in the name of tracking down your own Lip Kit.

Once you realize your attempts are futile, you feel despondent.
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Once you realize your attempts are futile, you feel despondent.

Will there even be more in the future? How can I go on?

Then the tears flow.
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Then the tears flow.

How is this even fair? Lord! Give me just one of them, not even all three. You vow to try again the next time they are available for sale.

You nag your parents about tracking one down for you for the holidays.
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You nag your parents about tracking one down for you for the holidays.

This is their retort. Why won't they sacrifice $10,000 on eBay in the name of my happiness?

You start coming up with crazy schemes that might attract Kylie's attention on Snapchat.
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You start coming up with crazy schemes that might attract Kylie's attention on Snapchat.

Maybe an ode to her lips in the form of song will be enough . . .

Then they sell out again.
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Then they sell out again.

Is this for real? Your anger is only just contained.

Then you realize how furious you are.
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Then you realize how furious you are.

You are in a murderous rage. If you saw a Lip Kit in front of you, you would snap it in half out of spite.

You finally come to terms with the fact that you may never have a Lip Kit.
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You finally come to terms with the fact that you may never have a Lip Kit.