According to an in-depth interview with The Independent, Safechuck's relationship with Jackson trailed off as Safechuck grew older. He attempted to pursue a career in film and music, and at one point he was even in a band. However, he admits that he turned to drug and alcohol abuse in those days to cope with his inner turmoil.
"I think a part of me died. You are dead inside, you go numb, you don't learn how to process events, good or bad. The self-hatred was intense, but you don't know why you hate yourself. I know now that instead of hating Michael, I hated myself."
Safechuck also testified in Jackson's favor in 1993, when Jordan Chandler accused the singer of molestation (the case was settled). He was reportedly again asked to testify in 2005, at Jackson's more high-profile molestation trial, but refused; he told Vanity Fair that his refusal angered Jackson and ended their connection for good.
