“The day I found out I was pregnant with our second baby is a day I will never forget. A few weeks later, we were at a Saturday soccer game and I started bleeding. I tried to give myself hope. A miscarriage couldn't happen to me. My first pregnancy was perfect. I just prayed and cried waiting to find out what was going on. In my head I knew what was happening, but my heart was holding on to the hope. Finally my doctor called and told me my progesterone levels were too low and that I had lost the baby.
We got pregnant with our Rainbow baby Zealand two months after. I was so scared. I was so grateful but it always seemed over shadowed by fear. He is our blessing after the storm. Our beauty after the pain. He will never replace the baby we lost, but he has helped to heal the hole in our hearts.”
