Photo of Boy With His Twin Brother's Ashes
This Photo of a Boy With His Twin Brother's Ashes Is the Definition of Bittersweet
![Cherie finally gave birth on May 2 to both boys, and admitted her experience was bittersweet. After she and Hayden had Johnny cremated, the pair decided to go ahead with the photo shoot a few days later.
"It was sad and very emotional," she said. "[Johnny] should have been next to his brother alive. We should have been getting pictures of them cuddling each other."
Although Cherie will always have the photo to remember her baby boy by, she confessed that recovering from the loss is a long process.
"I'm broken, I'll always feel like I have a piece missing. But life goes on, I still have to be a wife, a mother, a friend, a boss," she said. "Life doesn't stop and neither can I. So I do the best I can. I appreciate life and my gorgeous family even more than ever."](https://media1.popsugar-assets.com/files/thumbor/5sKDm9xN9Eho-uERocslwX9b_nc/fit-in/1024x1024/filters:format_auto-!!-:strip_icc-!!-/2018/09/20/672/n/24155406/71b3661381bdadc8_ashesfeature/i/Cherie-finally-gave-birth-May-2-both-boys-admitted-her.jpg "Cherie finally gave birth on May 2 to both boys, and admitted her experience was bittersweet. After she and Hayden had Johnny cremated, the pair decided to go ahead with the photo shoot a few days later.
\"It was sad and very emotional,\" she said. \"[Johnny] should have been next to his brother alive. We should have been getting pictures of them cuddling each other.\"
Although Cherie will always have the photo to remember her baby boy by, she confessed that recovering from the loss is a long process.
\"I'm broken, I'll always feel like I have a piece missing. But life goes on, I still have to be a wife, a mother, a friend, a boss,\" she said. \"Life doesn't stop and neither can I. So I do the best I can. I appreciate life and my gorgeous family even more than ever.\"")
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