19 No-F*cks, No-Filter Moments That Make April Our Grey's Anatomy Hero

By Ryan Roschke

Updated on 5/17/2018 at 4:50 PM

The good news is that Sarah Drew does not die in the 14th season of Grey's Anatomy. The bad news? She's still leaving after the season 14 finale. In the time since we heard the news of April's departure (and Arizona's!), we've just been trying to keep it together. Suffice it to say, all that went out the window when Sarah Drew started sharing those goodbye posts on Instagram. There's nothing left to do but pay tribute to such a special character. Join us as we openly weep and remember a few highlights about our love for April Kepner.

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When She's Ready to Explode but Stays Calm Like a PROFESSIONAL — ABC

When She's Ready to Explode but Stays Calm Like a PROFESSIONAL

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When She Gives That Mischievous Look Like She's Up to Something — ABC

When She Gives That Mischievous Look Like She's Up to Something

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When She's Not Afraid to Push Jackson's Buttons — ABC

When She's Not Afraid to Push Jackson's Buttons

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When She's Like, "Um, 'Scuse?" — ABC

When She's Like, "Um, 'Scuse?"

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And When She's Like, "Um, 'SCUSE?" — ABC

And When She's Like, "Um, 'SCUSE?"

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When She's Late to the Game and Ready to Gouge Out an Eye or Two — ABC

When She's Late to the Game and Ready to Gouge Out an Eye or Two

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When She Literally Cannot Care Less, Not Even If You Paid Her or Something — ABC

When She Literally Cannot Care Less, Not Even If You Paid Her or Something

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When She's Ready to Punch a Hater Right in the Face — ABC

When She's Ready to Punch a Hater Right in the Face

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. . . and Then She DOES — ABC

. . . and Then She DOES

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When She Eats Her Feelings — ABC

When She Eats Her Feelings

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When She Says Exactly What She's Thinking — ABC

When She Says Exactly What She's Thinking

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When She Supports Herself in a Way No One Else Will — ABC

When She Supports Herself in a Way No One Else Will

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When She Needs All the Steamy Details IMMEDIATELY — ABC

When She Needs All the Steamy Details IMMEDIATELY

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When She's Just a Tipsy Mess Who Will Literally Say Anything That Comes to Mind — ABC

When She's Just a Tipsy Mess Who Will Literally Say Anything That Comes to Mind

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Every Time She Makes a Hilarious, Telling Face Like This One . . . — ABC

Every Time She Makes a Hilarious, Telling Face Like This One . . .

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. . . and This One . . . — ABC

. . . and This One . . .

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. . . and This One Too — ABC

. . . and This One Too

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When She Gives Us All the Smiles and All the Giggles and All the Cinematic Rainy Realness — ABC

When She Gives Us All the Smiles and All the Giggles and All the Cinematic Rainy Realness

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And Finally, When She and Jackson Give Us a Love Story For the Ages, Which We'll Never Get Over — ABC

And Finally, When She and Jackson Give Us a Love Story For the Ages, Which We'll Never Get Over