"I think basically the bar is just lower. If I even get dressed today it's an accomplishment . . . I really do think that in a way that is true for me. It's just about speed now. What can I get into the fastest? What am I going to feel secure in?"
"We're getting the hang of it, the sleeping thing, but I'm exhausted and it's the best . . . Really, I'm so incredibly tired. I thought I was tired before at times, but no, nothing like this. But I wouldn't have it any other way."
"I'm doing it without a nanny for now but I'm open to the idea of having a nanny in the future. Esmeralda has two amazing grandmothers and incredible aunties who come over and really help me. But as far as a nanny or a night nurse, for me that part of being a mother at this early stage is the struggle of not being able to sleep and not knowing what I'm doing and really going through it with her and battling out those nights."