Rachel knew her relationship with Bachelor Nation was over after her Chris Harrison interview. Rachel opened her letter by recounting her Extra interview with Chris in February, adding that she knew she would be cutting ties with the franchise when "the host and face of the franchise, showed his true self on national television."
Rachel saw Chris as her "fairy godfather" before the interview. Rachel added that she turned to Chris for a lot of advice during her run as the Bachelorette. "I wouldn't say Chris and I were friends, exactly," she said. "When you're the Bachelorette, you're traveling with him, sitting in hotels and airports. There's a lot of hurrying up and waiting, and he's the one you do it with. During my season and after, he became someone who gave me advice on how to navigate the show and the celebrity of it. I called him my fairy godfather. We'd had our highs and lows, but there had been mutual respect until this interview. I felt disrespected, but I maintained my composure because I had to."